and I am exhausted.
my hair is a mess.
and my eyes are red.
I haven't done much today, but I am tired.
Today, I did one errand. Today, I walked outside one time. Today, I picked up my Grandma's heart shaped necklace (that I will wear on my wedding day) and I realized that life happens very fast and it can swarm in chaos all around me.
After coming to this, kill my beautiful monday conclusion, I realized that I am not strong enough to deal with it at all.... unless I have Jesus, and I know it sounds so cheesy, but without his help I can not do anything. Dwelling on this took a lot out of me, and I have been emotionally, physically, and spiritually tired all day. sad - because I should have been uplifted at God's mighty grace, but I was not. I know the truth... and I know that he is so much greater than I... but still I am drained. I need to trust and I guess... I needed a day to soak it in.
goodnight.
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